A Poem I Wrote While Eating Bulgogi in Mexico City
By Alex Voisine
Like water I am the container
In which I find myself
I exist in between the imaginaries of State, Nation, and Place, I think.
My form, my language, my hobbies are contingent, untethered.
I reject labels like Global Citizen, Liberal, Queer, Westerner American, Socialist, Capitalist.
I move to different countries and bring my containers.
A lover tells me I’m beautiful and I leave him for a new container.
A university spends four years constructing me into a “Liberal Arts Major”
And all I want to do is move to a hut in Chiapas and grow carrots and write poetry and touch grass and learn to create music.
Judith Butler tells me I’m performing
Foucault would say I’m the product of a long historical Process of power and counter-power conducted under the auspices of Biology
Mbembe would predict that my Queer body will die at the hands of a necropolitical state system that feeds on death.
But sometimes
All I want is to
Pack up my Pathologies
my abnormalities
my fluidities
my flexibilities
And move to Mercury
(Has that been colonized yet?)
And vacation in Venus
And stargaze within the ethereal folds of a star
In spaces and places
Where Property is cosmically impossible
Where Nation is dead
Where State is a black hole
Where imagination is Capital
Where spaces and places cannot be traced arbitrarily
On canvasses of race
Where I cease to exist as a solid, as a concept
Where we don’t have the capacities to call the particles around us anything.
But for now I walk around with my containers
On Earth
On soil
On pavement
On solidity
And I move and mold and make forms
Then immediately reject them, my inventions, unpatented
Until I run out of ideas.
About the Author: Alexander Voisine
I'm a Fulbright scholar living in Mexico City where I study at the National Autonomous University of Mexico, and I'm a recent graduate of Temple University. My poetry has been featured in Temple University's Hyphen Magazine, and my fiction in Philadelphia Stories. I like to write about movement, symbolic and physical migration, displacement, and urbanism, and in Mexico I'm researching LGBTQ+ migration.